Maybe my musical journey parallels my spiritual journey and I just have to accept that I'm never going to get to where I want to be. That sounds a bit depressing but at this point it might be true. Then, in a complete different perspective I'm at the very beginning. Truth is so transient these days. It really just matters what perspective someone's looking at things from. And 9 times out of 10 we're all a little bit skewed anyways. But when you put all that into art, words, or music and transfer it there, you're actually able to open up a different reality for someone that may have previously not existed. That's what I want to do with my art, words and music. I want to either hold the door open for someone giving them hope, or, if the door was shut, open it altogether.